Posted on Feb 28, 2017 Leave a Comment
Your beliefs will keep you trapped in a vicious cycle of imprisonment. Leave you feeling there is no way out, searching, side-to-side, and all around, with no end or exit in sight.
It feels others keep you trapped but that’s not true. It is ourselves. Break free. Read More
Posted on Nov 20, 2016 Leave a Comment
Ok, actually I set myself free on November 11, 2016. Only a little over a week ago.
The last couple of years have been a trying time for me. My health, my relationships, my drive and motivation have been challenged. It’s never ending…it seems. I know I keep speaking of this but writing is therapeutic and I want to share my struggles should it help someone else.
But each “challenge” is an opportunity to grow and learn, and boy, am I learning. Growing pains such as it is.
I recently hurt someone close to me. Of course it wasn’t intentional. It never is, is it? I didn’t think what I had said and did through and when I done….after the fact, I was sick. Why did I do it? I know better. Oh my goodness, I am the worst person on the planet. Why am I even alive? I don’t deserve to live and many other horrible thoughts went through my mind. I flogged and beat myself up for weeks wishing I was a better person, vowing I would be a better person to the point if I had to suffer in order to help others that would be what I deserved. I deserved to be punished (as I wrote this a saying went through my mind…”we don’t need to catch ourselves on fire to keep another person warm.”) Read More
Posted on Oct 11, 2016 Leave a Comment
I’ve been blaming myself this whole time. I believed, I whole heartedly believed, I’m this horrible person.
You have hurt me over the years only because I allowed you to. I believed everything you told me I was. I gave you my power. Today, I’m taking my power back. I see you now with such clarity. Hurt people, hurt people.
Yes, I am guilty too. I have said and done hurtful things to others. Why did I do it? Why do I continue to do it? Because I hurt. Hurt people, hurt people.
I’m doing the best I can as I believe you are. You were there during good times and bad but I have grown into someone you can no longer tolerate. Hurt people, hurt people. Read More
Posted on Jan 6, 2016 Leave a Comment
“From a higher perspective, isn’t your life really more about being your best self than about measuring up to a conventional standard of what you should be?
Conventional or linear standards do not take into account the quantum and vast nature of your being and what you incarnated to achieve this life. Those rigid standards do not factor in your past lives and eternal nature – they are static and unbending. They box you into a niche that does not allow for the limitless variations truly available to you.” – Selacia
Posted on Oct 28, 2015 2 Comments
It’s been a crazy few weeks. Time is going by so fast, where does the time go?
Many changes are taking place within our lives whether it’s with us directly or those around us. Relationships are changing, family dynamics are changing, everything is changing. I’m looking forward to what is to come though to be quite honest, I feel incredibly stagnant at the moment.